Dream, Believe, Achieve

Mixed feelings Ambivalent

Mon, 20 May 2013 03:32:24 -0400

Mixed feelings

Ambivalent

Future wife

Thu, 16 May 2013 01:18:22 -0400

I believe people are born with an invisible red string tied to their pinky finger. The end of that string is tied to the person one is destined to be with but with the complication of external push and pull, it’s difficult to get to the end. If truly the fate of the red strings exists, then who is tied to the end of my string?

Future dreams/note to myself

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:30:07 -0400

Future dreams, that eventually means what you will do for living.
You will become an adult soon, but if you waste your time and money for an empty dream, then who would take responsibility for that?
That’s why people need to be satisfied by the dreams which are near you.
Even if you cover some far-away dreams, it just makes you upset and sad.
A passion without answers…that’s only heartbreaking.
That’s why people say the stupidest thing in the world is an unrequited love. Rather than meeting someone I like, if you meet a person who likes me, you wouldn’t have to be heartbroken, or waste your time. Rather than doing what you want to do, let’s try to find something you’ll be able to do.

Please pull me out from this misery God.As I call you every day, every second, I believe you will...

Sun, 12 May 2013 23:40:25 -0400

Please pull me out from this misery God.
As I call you every day, every second, I believe you will come to rescue me because your love never fails.

sounds familiar

Sat, 11 May 2013 09:58:41 -0400

sounds familiar

너의 그걸 한달동안 안본걸 오늘 형아꺼로 봤다.심장이 이렇게 떨릴줄을 몰랐다. 무서웠다 너무혹시..설마…..다행이 아무겄도 없었다괜히 체크했다….마음만 떨리고...

Tue, 07 May 2013 21:06:17 -0400

너의 그걸 한달동안 안본걸 오늘 형아꺼로 봤다.
심장이 이렇게 떨릴줄을 몰랐다.
무서웠다 너무
혹시..설마…..다행이 아무겄도 없었다
괜히 체크했다….마음만 떨리고 나한테 도움을 안준다
이러면 안돼는데

이러면 정말 안돼는데..

Trepidation

Sun, 05 May 2013 19:07:34 -0400

God, I beg you that when I have surgery, my meniscus will not be removed. I remember doctors telling me if my meniscus is not repairable then they would have to remove the whole meniscus. I was looking up the effects of removing meniscus..and all of them..I mean ALL of them are bad..
I would get osteoarthritis as I get older and my knee would eventually worsen to the point I would have to get a whole knee replacement. This is actually scaring me, an injury I thought it would never be this serious, might end up ruining my whole life. I want to be active, I want to keep playing sports…I am getting really afraid now..maybe I should stop searching stuffs on Internet and be optimistic. You will be with me through this surgery, right God?

I know at least one of us is going to regret but this is life.

Thu, 02 May 2013 03:43:57 -0400

I know at least one of us is going to regret but this is life.

Not enough capacity

Wed, 01 May 2013 02:17:23 -0400

My mind is exploding right now due to so many thoughts. I am thinking too much of everything. I can’t handle all these mess all at once.
Going to hospital tomorrow during school and I will find out if I need surgeries (most likely needed) and figure out the dates and healing process. Just want to get it over with already. All these waiting is starting to worn me out.

Realization

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 22:50:59 -0400

Being on the crutches for more than a month makes me realize how thankful I should’ve been that I was able to walk, run, and jump. After my knee heals, I am going to be thankful everyday and use my body properly and take good care of it.

차라리 짝사랑하는게 더 나았네

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 15:04:08 -0400

차라리 짝사랑하는게 더 나았네

Went outside to see if my headphones were in the car and I noticed something really bright side of...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 01:51:23 -0400

Went outside to see if my headphones were in the car and I noticed something really bright side of my eyes. I looked up and it was the full moon. Until now, I never thought the moon could be this bright. I rememer long time ago when I was a kid, my parents and teachers would tell me there is a bunny on the moon with a stick. I looked at the moon for few minutes and I could see the bunny so vividly. It was just so beautiful and I couldn’t take my eyes off of it. I stood out there with cold breezes pouring on my face just kept staring at the moon.

You won’t realize how beautiful something is until you take a time to look at it.

I’ll wait for you. However long it takes. I’ll wait for you forever

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 22:01:57 -0400

I’ll wait for you. However long it takes. I’ll wait for you forever

Photo

Tue, 23 Apr 2013 01:05:06 -0400

So this is how you felt when I did those stuffs.. It’s my turn now and I can’t complain how painful...

Sun, 21 Apr 2013 02:27:51 -0400

So this is how you felt when I did those stuffs..
It’s my turn now and I can’t complain how painful it is because I did the same to you, not once but many times.

Lost

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 01:39:28 -0400

Lost

Heads up

Wed, 17 Apr 2013 23:23:00 -0400

I am going to take a break.
I’ve been focusing way too much on worldly things.
If things don’t happen in your way,
Let It Be

I need to develop a “perfect relationship with God because if you can’t have a perfect relationship with God, how can you have a perfect relationship with a human?”

Goodnight.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 23:05:13 -0400

APES test tomorrow….
It’s okay. I prefer to sleep and get some rest.
#senioritisatitsfinest

..

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:49:25 -0400

하루 하루 널 잊으려해도
자꾸 너 생각이 나고
눈물이 흘러내리고
그 생각과 추억에 잠 못 이루고
너무 힘이 들어 가슴이 아파와
오직 나에겐 너밖에 없는데
넌 자꾸 왜 그렇게 냉정히 말하는데
나 혼자 나 이제 어떻게 해야 되는데
전화벨이 울렸어
수신자 표시 되지 않는 번호였어
혹시나 하는 너 일지도 모르는
생각에 숨을 멈추고
답답해 너무나 답답해
외로이 나 몰래 혼자 울게
못잊어 너를 못잊어
아픔이 가시지 않아 이제 어떻게
나에게 계속되는 이 힘든 어려움
더 더욱 늘어가는 나의 슬픈 외로움
얼굴을 타고 흔적없이 흘러 내리는 눈물
그 안에 퍼져가는 너에 대한 그리움
i널 잊을 수 없어 영원히 함께 하자고 했던건 너잖아
나 힘들어 날 지울 수가 없는걸
널 사랑해 나는 이미 또 다른 너인데

Guess his armpit smells that good.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:06:29 -0400

Guess his armpit smells that good.